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One reason I made post 131 was to give an example of how much a guy like this could behave far from what one could expect from seeing how he fits himself with what suggests otherwise elsewhere. While he shows trying to accommodate me with something, he comes from everywhere else to miss or make things more difficult for me or even just to position himself like a God to me allowing me to do things only through the paths he chooses for me (This latter thing reminded me of his externalizing me in my court case so that he can position himself like God toward me in having his behavior above being seen mandated by other things. Even his accommodating attempts in that thing, supposedly directed from behind the scene to me, made me laugh when they brought to my mind the similarity of a major psychotic behavior to which I was subjected, or subjugated, in the main story of my life and saw the shared tendency of trying to defeat reality with abnormal substitutes in order to position the self as God ).