Sunday, October 8, 2017

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The cooperation between this guy and Charter Communications on playing games and frustrating me seems to continue. For example a minute ago I kept pressing a submit button for an order I wanted to make but nothing was going thorough. I left that site and went to another one to buy the same thing. It is not just the frustration and inconvenience what this guy is seeking here. He enjoys preventing and allowing things positioning himself like God. In fact, for some of his interferences with my matters I have never been able to really convince myself with any intention until I reached the latter. He sometimes without any material purpose  interferes through his connections to facilitate  what I already can easily do (except for trying to avoid those same  interferences) through other paths without his help. By making me reach what I want to do through his path, he cancels my will and instead establishes his like that of God. The real purpose is not to enable me but to disable me from doing what I want to do through my own path. Even though it is directed to the opposite side in implementation, the purpose behind this unneeded facilitating is the same as that of disabling me by closing all the doors. That is why the path between facilitating and impeding is much closer in his mind than it is in that of the normal person.       

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